Los gatos solo show Statement

My Statement for the show:

‘ALL MY DREAMS PACKED, INSIDE A PLASTIC BAG’

And when I have consumed everything, to my very last desire

Most precious and valuable

Even gulped the last drop

Leaving me longing:

All I have left

is an empty shopping bag.

I look inside

Stare at the white hole

But I cannot feel what I see

Looking. Searching. Zooming, inside and outside

I am beside my subconscious

Scavenging awareness

Craving humbleness

Seeking for my consciousness

Sensing guilt

But I cannot see what I feel

I am turning, running, falling, flying

Chasing images, seeking thoughts, hunting emotions.

I am slipping on my aspirations to grasp my ideas

Clinging to a dizzy belief to capture my purpose

Hazed by a swarm of pins and needles

Can you see what I feel?

The rustling sound brushes across, like a breathless whisper

I can hear the butterflies vanishing in the horizon

I am looking high and low:

The shelves are empty

And all I have left

is a dream inside a plastic bag